I am going to be a dad, and when i think of becoming a dad it is a mystery to me because it is something u choose but it is another thing entirely i believe to become a father. Becoming a father is a choice to selflessly devote myself to my daughter which is to love unconditionally and sacrifice unendingly for the good of my daughter. Which is much more than symantecs and word play but it is real life choices of waking up early in the morning because she is crying to be changed or fed being so tired from work during the day but choosing to hold her until she stops crying slowly lulling her to sleep. I am realizing my life has become about more than just me and rachel but it is about to become a sacrifice for my daughter because of my love for her to give her the best childhood and life i possibly can. I am super excited and at the same time nervous but i know God will give me the grace to deal with every situation i have to deal with.