I am sitting in my room and cannot fall asleep, so many thoughts invade my cranium, love,past, what will be, what has been, what my children will look like, what my wedding day will feel like, most of all sleep evades me, I want to be with God and for him to speak into my life but it seems like so often I avoid him by my actions, I want him so badly but the more and more I want him the more and more I walk away from him. My life seems to be walking in circles trying to find out where to join his path instead of my own...finally giving up my rights and to sit within his authority over my life...why do I battle when I know what is better...which is his authority over my life.....i need for him to possess my heart and for me never to take it back again...
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